In the Summer Sun

Jenna, Vail and I went to the beach yesterday, it was great. I wore my pink bikini that I got from TeenyB and Jenna had a new suit, too. We were stylin’! Got a lot of looks, but I didn’t meet anyone. I’m still not really in the mood to trust anyone yet.

I’m liking Vail more and more, we have a lot of the same interests and she’s really intelligent. She speaks Spanish, too, so we have a lot to talk about. Jenna is still my BFF, but you can’t have too many friends, right?

Vail knew about a club that has a $1.00 cover on Friday nights for students, so we headed over there after the beach. Hot DJ, great music and really cute guys, we danced until we dropped. I think Jenna met a new guy, too, he was really hot. Good luck, Girl!!

Pinck TeenyB Bikini

Made the photo shoot

Black and White Whaletail Bikini

Hey, I made the photo shoot on time and it was wonderful! I got to model prom gowns and fabulous antique jewelry, then we took off to the beach and did a swimwear shoot for a website. I had to bring my own bikini, so I choose my black and white whaletail.  The job didn’t pay much but I mostly did it for the exposure and the possibility of working with this photographer again, who is famous for his swimsuit and bikini work! He even put a couple of extra pics on my flash drive for my portfolio, nice!

I had such a great time and I met some super-nice people, too.  I felt like a princess in those gorgeous gowns!

Update about Muffin:  Mom met me at the vet and Muffin was running a fever, the doc said she had an infection and maybe ate something she shouldn’t have.  I felt badly because sometimes I give her a little bite of what I’m eating, but no more!  Muffin will be fine, but I have to give her medicine and watch her closely. I’m so glad she’ll be okay. I just love my puppy, so  no more people food for her!

I just could use some tender loving care due to the stress with my career and Muffin getting sick, maybe I’ll have a spa day or something.  Also, it’s only been a month since I  found my ex-boyfriend with another woman, so I’m still stinging from that, it’s so wrong, I would never do that to anyone.

Well, I’m off to take a long buble bath with a glass of wine and candlelight. Time to pamper myself. Cya!

Worried about Muffin

My sweet little puppy, Muffin, is sick. She’s isnt eating and keeps looking at me with really sad eyes. I’m so worried. She needs to go to the vet, but the vet is super-booked up & could only fit her in today at 10 a.m., which is only three hours before my shoot. That wouldn’t be so bad,  but it takes 2 hours to get to the location. 

I’m going to rush and get Muffin to her doctor, I hope I won’t  be late for the shoot,  the photographer won’t be happy, nor will my agent.

This is an important shoot, it could lead to a cover and maybe even a swimsuit shoot (OMG if I could get into SI, I would die!), so I’m really upset that I could blow it by not arriving on time, but I would cry and cry if anything happened to Muffin. 

Sometimes it’s hard trying to decide between two things that are so important to you, you know? Hopefully I can do both.

PS: My mom just called and offered to drive down to FL to meet me at the vet and wait with Muffin, then take her home with her. My mom is the best!!

Party Hardy

Just woke up 30 minutes ago with the biggest hangover1 I guess we partied a little too hard last night at the party. My friends were begging me to come  & at first I said no, but since I just broke up with my cheating bf, I said okay. Never drink when you’re down, it just makes it worse!

I was only planning to stay for an hour but we left the club about 3 am; I might have had one (or two or three) too many drinks. Good thing I didn’t drive there, we took a taxi back to my place.  I’d heard that wine hangovers were the worst, now I believe it!

 My friends are so crazy!  When they dropped me off at home, I heard them tell the taxi driver to take them to the beach. They’re probably still passed out, lol….OMG, I need some coffee.

I’m gonna put on a bikini and go chill at the pool. Maybe the sun will make my head better!

So glad I didn't! My head!!

Welcome to my new blog

Hi everyone, welcome to my new blog. I’m very excited about sharing my thoughts and experiences with you. I want you to get to know me a little, then maybe more! Let me start off by answering a few questions that keep coming up from people who’ve seen my site.

Do you have a boyfriend?
Not right now. We broke up a month ago because I caught him with someone else. I miss him, he was great about my traveling and even puppysat for Muffin, but I can’t get over  his cheating. I miss him, but I guess everything happens for a reason.

Do you sleep in the nude?
Yes, actually, I do (blush). I don’t like the feel of clothes against my skin while I’m sleeping even when it’s really cold outside, I just turn up the heat or put on an extra blanket. I’ve been doing it for years.

Do you like girls?
I like girls, but they’re not my flavor, lolol. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with it, but I’m terminally hetero, thanks.

Are you going to pose in the nude?
If it were very tastefully done for a major photog, maybe, but at this point, a bikini is as naked as I get. With the micro bikinis I’m almost nude anyway, lol.  I really like bikini modeling a lot, so that’s what I’m concentrating on..keeping my bikini on :).

What kind of guys do you like?
Rich men, lol. J/K! I like guys who have that rare combination of brains, spirituality (not necessarily religious, but believing in something greater than ourselves) and good looks. Really, looks are the least important to me. I asbolutely adore a brilliant mind.

I also like to cook, eat (lol!), go to the beach, read, dance, swim, walk my doggie, hang with friends and listen to mustic.

If any more questions come in, I’ll answer them (like you care lol) I have to get ready to go out to dinner with my bff Jenna. 

Remember to love each other,