My sweet little puppy, Muffin, is sick. She’s isnt eating and keeps looking at me with really sad eyes. I’m so worried. She needs to go to the vet, but the vet is super-booked up & could only fit her in today at 10 a.m., which is only three hours before my shoot. That wouldn’t be so bad,  but it takes 2 hours to get to the location. 

I’m going to rush and get Muffin to her doctor, I hope I won’t  be late for the shoot,  the photographer won’t be happy, nor will my agent.

This is an important shoot, it could lead to a cover and maybe even a swimsuit shoot (OMG if I could get into SI, I would die!), so I’m really upset that I could blow it by not arriving on time, but I would cry and cry if anything happened to Muffin. 

Sometimes it’s hard trying to decide between two things that are so important to you, you know? Hopefully I can do both.

PS: My mom just called and offered to drive down to FL to meet me at the vet and wait with Muffin, then take her home with her. My mom is the best!!

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